Today has been a crappy day. Really crappy. It’s a bad day. First I nearly broke down because Robby is not here to do our normal Monday routine which is just wrong. It doesn’t feel right, you know? Even know just typing about it is making me teary eyed. Everything is just off. I don’t [...]
Today wasn’t too bad. I managed much better then I did last night, but I still miss him. It comes in waves. One moment I’m doing okay and then next minute, I feel like my heart has a huge whole in it and I can barely breathe. I hate feeling this way. It’s terrible. 9 [...]
I missed blogging yesterday because I was trying to spend as much time with Robby before he left. I’m a mess to say the least. I didn’t take it well at all, actually I’m not taking it well. I was doing pretty good tonight and then suddenly out of no where I just become depressed [...]
So it seems reading the text book and using a real life example to supplement a program (my bead crafting for instance) is helping me to understand the material better. I still have some issues and still have quite a lot of reading to do, but I plan to do that this weekend. Taking notes [...]
So I’ve decided to avoid all things net for awhile (minus my blog, of course) while I work to bring up my grade in my programming classes. I finally sat down today and read some of the text and after using my beading as an example finally started to get it. I hope that this [...]